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Dismal Dog Days ... .
It seems as this week has gone by, I can feel the distance between us when we talk. The calls are getting less frequent, and I'm beginning to feel di... read more
Fading
I didn't answer the phone last night or today when he called.. I need some time to back up and really asess the relationship and how I am feeling. He ... read more
I Wonder If My Meds Are Working ... .
Sometimes I wonder if I need additional or different medication. But I think I'm looking for a personality transplant. I want to b... read more
Words for My Cowboy
I glanced up at him that morning, the sun was in my eyesI saw his outline and his hair But I did not recognize The way he moved about As he worked so... read more
Is She Gone??
When did I loose her? Who is this 14 year old person across from me. Where is this apathy and callus attitude coming from? I have never displayed s... read more
Pushing Odium
He tries to make me hate him….he is so afraid of being loved….I know that at times, this is what he is doing. Trying to see how far he can push ... read more
The Beginning ... .My Crush on Alan Jackson
God, I was just thinking of how this whole "love affair' began. It was something I would never have expected.....not in a hundred years. The first t... read more
Cocky ***Hole!!!!
I talked to him today.He called. He was SO cocky. God I wish I knew what was going on with this so-called relationship. He said he was going to tak... read more
Life a Mess
Why is my life such a mess? Everything seems so hard right now. When did it all become a chore? When did I start ignoring things and... read more
Fear of a Broken Heart
What Am I Doing Here?????I'm not sure really. Maybe I'm in need of venting. Obviously!! Who Am I? A 43 yr old woman ......intelligent.....attracti... read more
